January 2010
29 posts
Yeah, Franny and Zooey was good.
There is nothing here for me anymore.
I want to up and go. Hello Europe.
DS.
Watching a TV program at home. It was narrated and feminine; a story of two women, one of which just had a baby. I’m watching the scene unfold as the one woman is in the hospital with her newborn. She is seen next to her baby in the infant ICU; the baby is coughing. Every time she coughs, she spits up blood and the mother cries harder and harder each time. The other woman comes in a few...
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woke up this morning and had no idea where i was.
“Smile. It aint’ that bad; is it?”- new brunswick bum
retrospectiveyear asked: is this one of those truth box thingys?
DS: overwhelmingly crowded little restaurant with Bethany. We are both starving, literally, and we cannot find a place to sit. Every empty table is already taken by the time it takes for us to arrive there. Beth’s up at the counter ordering this monstrous brownie sunday. She tells me that she could eat three of them in one sitting. I don’t believe her, so she challenges me to an eating...
I've been thinking
and maybe I’m just one of those girls who does not need all of that frivolous bullshit.
But, it would be nice to see how it feels, for a change.
How To Fake Like You’ve Read Dostoevsky
If you’re trying to present yourself as someone who is a brooding intellectual, let’s do a quick review of Fyodor Dostoevsky.
1. Knowing Dostoevsky’s first name is not important. Knowing how to pronounce his name is important. Say it like this: DOS [like the “dos” in “Dos Equis,” you drunk] – TOY [the dirty kind]- EV [the nickname...
CAT POWER MMM
Listen
LADY WINDERMERE. You needn't be afraid, Duchess, I never cry.
DUCHESS OF BERWICK. That's quite right, dear. Crying is the refuge of plain women but the ruin of pretty ones.
“At the heart of all beauty lies something inhuman, and these hills, the softness...”
exactly what I wanted to hear
“spades indicate troubling times are in your near future.”
Via Dreammoods.com
I had sleep paralysis last night.
DS: in the middle of a very intense hook up, a rather frightening one. He was nibbling on my fingers playfully when it suddenly took an intense spin. He starting getting violent. He began to bite me; chomping on my fingers and then he disappears. I look out from under my covers and see something flash by my outside window. I see a ghostly hand move through the...
DS
sat on the floor (indian style) and consumed bottled water after bottled water after bottled water. I did not quench my thirst.
by the way, I am still drunk.
What are you waiting for?
DS
Dark room. In the middle, a table filled with different candles, all lit. I’m drawn to it; mesmerized. Standing at the foot of the table, and I have a candle in my hands. I hear humming and whispers. I start to float upwards, the room is hot. A gust of freezing wind drags me down with the force of what seems like a hundred human bodies. The candles go out.
DS
an indoor public swimming pool, and i’m there with a guy. There is something going on, I can’t really say for sure- a class or something- that I should be paying attention to. However, I hold my breath and immerse myself under water. It’s a different world- no distractions and total privacy. He’s down there too except he can’t hold his breath as long as I can.
In...
A NEW YEAR
A NEW ME.
starting things off right by flushing away my potty mouth.